Life is so f 'ed up!

It's crazy how life can through you so many things at once. I just started a new job this week at Pangaea Lounge/ Gryphon Nightclub at the Hard Rock Casino in Hollywood. I love it! The staff is great, and I also get to work with a former co worker. The spot is hot, you really gotta check it out if you havent already. As you would imagine its been crazy being that it's NYE weekend. So thats the good stuff, aside from the music going well. And then I have my uncle dying of Lou Garrig's disease. Looks like he is on his way out today, or tomorrow. Who knows. He is so young too, maybe 35 at most. I knew I wasnt going out this weekend. Everyone has been wanting to make plans and my gut feeling told me not to bother. Even my horoscope told me to spend it with friends and family no matter how attractive the offer. I think Im going ot have my own pity party and watch Dick Clark on tv. I hope he doesnt look too bad from the stroke. Aside from all that I'm feeling optimistic. Like a old wise queen said '' out with the old,a nd in with the new, its time for a change''.